HOME? For me, it is a sweet word :)

"Home sweet home. This is the place to find happiness. If one doesn't find it here, one doesn't find it anywhere."

M. K. Soni

Home is a word, more than a word, it is a strong one. I have known this comfort while I didn't even know what home is supposed to be. Perhaps for some people, they have their own perspective when they talk about home. is this a place they really want to leave or conversely; the place they're always want to get back to.

Ada beberapa fase yang pernah aku alami, while pointing out about 'home'. dimasa dan disitulah aku belajar untuk tumbuh. Benar, pernah aku sangat ingin untuk tidak berada dirumah dan menghabiskan waktu bersama teman-teman. Menyenangkan. Tapi mungkin saat itu aku tidak sadar bahwa sebetulnya orangtuaku di rumah cemas, kapan aku akan pulang. meskipun hanya lewat sms, "anakku, lagi ada dimana?" .

Saat itu, di masa itu, aku biasa saja membacanya, karena aku belum merasakan apa yg saat itu orang tuaku rasakan. Semakin aku bertambah usia, hal itu justru hal yang sangat aku harapkan. Selalu rindu untuk pulang. Di rumah. itu saja. Selalu ada banyolan atau apa saja yg membuat aku selalu merasa Baiti Jannati. A place of Affections, even where to get rid of weariness.

Entirely, Bersama babah mamah; begitu aku memanggilnya, pasti ada hal hal yang menjadi koreksi dan pesan untuk aku. Bagaimanapun saat itu aku mencerna dan menerima, (dan seringnya aku bisa bilang,"You were right, mah bah."-beberapa waktu setelah itu.) aku tidak pernah menyesal untuk ada dengan mereka.

Juga, ingin kuucap rasa terimakasihku padamu atas segala hal yang telah dan sedang engkau ajarkan padaku yg kelak aku akan mengerti dan memahami.

Home is a place you grow up wanting to leave, and grow old wanting to get back to. ~John Ed Pearce

To be home, is always be my will.

But for some people, it might be a long way to be home again, and It needs more effort to reach it; need hours, spend miles.

..besides, if we could feel it closer and realize that whomsoever and wheresoever we are, it will pleasantly be our Home. however we make it. :)

Where thou art - that - is Home. ~Emily Dickinson

Last Sunday in our 2010, wish we could find a nice Home in the following years.

*shall I beg to leave this home immediately? I'm asking for a chance to study there, Hope Allah ease this path. Amiin Ya Rabb. Allahu yusahhil umurana.